Saturday, May 28, 2011

People wanting to be like me

I have to admit that something that has caused me some fear is when a couple of people have said they want to be like me when they grow up. What has really caused this fear is I am still trying to figure out who I am.

One thing I think these people see if someone who shows a level of confidence which I do try and show out in public. What I don't show is someone that sometimes wants to just hide and not deal with people.

The parts that people see are the parts that I am a little more confident about. I do a lot of crafts so that part of me is something I do show a bit more than other parts. What most people haven't known about me is that I have actually competed with some of my crafts and ribboned. I don't say that a lot because it isn't something that I have the comfort in talking about. I am shy and an introvert so talking about my accomplishment isn't something that I am comfortable doing.

The fear of someone wanting to be like me when there is still so much of me to discover is hard but I do know that these people must think a lot of me to want to follow in my foot steps.

The journey that I am taking is something that I know I need. I need to find my passions and hopefully I can turn some of my passions into part of my job but more so a part of my life and who I show the public.

1 comment:

  1. is that fear the one of 'the blind leading the blind' when in fact you do have some vision even if it isn't perfect.

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